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All of humanity have gone insane, Only I have gone depressed. This terrorizing pain Is all my heart obsess. My endless tears visits me Through my restless nights. I want this sadness buried And kept out of site. The people I thought were friends Have said so many lies. Now I'm at the tip of life's end On the verge of suicide. If only someone understands, If only people weren't sarcastic. If only bad things were banned I wouldn't do anything drastic. I can either choose the pill Or I can choose the knife... Because I have the will To take away my life.

She claimed that she's my friend, She claimed she'll always be there… But no where is she to be seen, So slowly my heart tears. I valued the times we spent together, And it seemed that she did too. Time began to walk right pass us And I started questioning if our friendship was true. I took hours out of my day To listen to her talk. So many problems she's trying to endure, As time continued its walk. I did what a friend was suppose to, I comforted her as much as I could. She kept thanking me over and over, So I had the idea that our friendship was good. Then one day I needed her, And it wasn't even that important. But she di

All the happiness I use to know Has suddenly slipped away. Love was with me to and fro But now it wanders day to day. I lost the love that cuddles at night My pain and sorrow is a beautiful sight. My tears slipped past this empty world And all my misery lives in my words. I can't hold this in My life swims in sins. I can't take this anymore... I don't know what I'm living for! My passion's assassinated Through life's toughest times. My future's blurred and faded I'm broke with just a dime. My path is fully shaded From life's biggest crime. My past is shadowed from the hate My soul is lost within your games. I lost my one a

I didn't believe in love, 'Cause love was something bad. I wouldn't believe in love, 'Cause love would make me sad. When my tears were drying, Love would make me cry. When I was feeling better, Love would ask me why. When I was moving on, Love would block me with the sea. No where else to go... Lonely as can be. Love is fucking me, Now all I do is scream... "PINCH ME! PINCH ME! PINCH ME!" So I'll wake up from this dream.

leave me here go back home abandon me quickly leave me all alone my time in this prison had not yet been served sympathy and happiness are things I don't deserve I am lying here alone and confused contemplating sorrow not knowing what to do should I take all my pills at once and then bash my head into the wall or should I cut my wrists and let the blood fall in the stall quietly in the bathroom where no one will know or down the empty hall where no one ever goes these white walls haunt me mocking me as a I walk past pills, give me strength or I definately will not last emptiness is all I know I try to feel it with pil

I tasted temptation Was stuck in her eyes Saw her true Face And I died thousand and one times While I did the most Dangerous thing I fell in love with her

the sad woman sat on the corner waiting for the bus to take her away she sits with her head in her hands crying as she begins to pray she prays for frogiveness for what she is about to do she cries for her baby that will never make it's debut the bus finally pulls up to the stop she slowly boards and sits in one of the empty seats all of this her holy angel records she waits as the bus pulls to a stop she climbs down the stairs looking around for her building of choice all the while hoping the Lord hears her prayers she quietly walks through the doctors door then takes her seat in the waiting room waiting for her turn to fi

how can everything, be run by luck? why is it, that when I come out on top, you're bragging doesn't stop? difficulty runs rampant you always seem to rant you say that I can't but what about when I do what about when I beat YOU? what then? you want to do it again? I win the second time I won, is that a crime? I beat you three for three yet you still think you're better then me I am four for four yet you still come back for more this curiosity turns to animosity which evolves into ferocity just leave things be one time at least agree you don't have to always be better then me can't we live in peace let this competition

approach the large puddle, and look down at my reflection, as i splash my face with the cool, clear, rainwater. collecting my thoughts, they focus on you and i look up to see a large lake in front of me. as i step into the lake the warm water licks at my ankles, and i feal your presance, but you are nowhere to be found. i step out further into the warm water, and it feals as if your arms are around me once more. tears spill from my cheeks into the lake, and the hole you left in my heart grows larger every second. i dip my head under, your arms pulling me down and holding me in a loving embrace. i struggle for a moment, gasping